You have me reflecting upon this line and its meaning...for quite some time.
The death of hope --perhaps of something you know can't be or won't?...profound. I so associate hope with positivity...and you're right, sometimes we have to let that hope for the unattainable - go. Very difficult.
I've thought about you a lot lately Benighted...I've had my own struggles lately, but have hoped you are well.
You mentioned "finding peace" - and I too have been so desperately wanting peace of mind and heart. A few things mentioned, and others I simply cannot -- weigh heavily and truly have been unlike anything I've ever experienced.
I'm glad you pushed through today - and placed this on Medium. Sending you lots of love and light...may we find that peace and may it persevere.
All my love.🖤