Ugh - I just wish I could understand your mother's ways, what exactly did she aim for --- all the ways you felt neglected, and yet for Christmas they showered you with every object you wanted...
And yeah - this stunt of hers - you were definitely too old...
Loved your thoughts on the whole Santa thing...made me think about something I've wanted to write - but didn't/couldn't.
Maybe next year.... ;-)
Enjoyed the read!