Thanks for opening up your heart - it's a hard answer to understand.

These questions come to mind: what do others want to read who know you (or have come to know you here on Medium), what do others want to read who don't know you - and what do you feel comfortable writing about?

When all three intersect - you hit the jackpot.

When they don't, it flutters.

Continue to vary the topics you're comfortable with and see which gains more interest. If you are able to become comfortable writing about more, then you increase the possibilities.

I've always followed you and have a preference for the ones I get to know you more, but you have a wide audience!

Much love and keep up the great work you do!