Reading through everyone's comments and your replies...I can't add anything, as they've all said it perfectly - so here to add: Thank you.
I know you lay it all out every time you write -- I read your stories extremely slowly because I stand in awe of what you do.
Your story reminded me: I have very little in common with you, when I look back into my past...but it's your authenticity, your transparency (as Deb does) that captivates my attention like no other. You teach us about ourselves - we grow attached to you, in just ONE story and it's magnificent.
You are a gorgeous human being - as Darnell said, may your mom continue to remind you, you are worthy, you are beautiful, you are smart, you got this! 💞