Rajeshwari - if there's anything I notice about your earliest writings, is that you were very vulnerable and shared your innermost feelings. Thanks for trusting us - and I'm sure had they been seen by most who follow you, you will find you are not alone.
I hope lovely one - that you don't consider yourself this way as often as before - not that something is wrong with it - there isn't. That is your reality. But I'm sure just as we have "tribes" here in Medium, there are "tribes" of folks like you in this world.
I love your analogy of the planet system - but realize too, a planet is HUGE - with so many different life forms. So on your planet, you'll find others like you - and with some differences as well. I find you share SO much love, light and support with me - I would want you on my planet. You are exactly the kind of people I would LOVE to hang out with and to see often.
Happy 2023 dear -- getting caught up on your older stories until your latest come out again!
stay well!