Ohhh - how beautifully expressed -- I think the fact that both of you are so mindful of the gift and that you want to be used for a higher purpose and good - tells me we are all blessed to have you both here; many don't think of giving back in that stage of life, thanks for leading and caring -- but still wishing it's a rewarding stage for all the good work you've both have done for all these years! You deserve goodness, rest, and even more boredom and nothingness!! ;-)

Thanks for sharing your musings! Keep doing so!!!