Oh Lauren, I had no idea you've been back in the hospital with this horrific scare...if there's anything I can see, it's that you are a courageous, faith filled, hope filled amazing woman! I'm so glad you're with us and I hope you will continue to battle on...I'm so so sorry this has happened. But I too remain grateful that medical advances help us to keep having wonderful beings like you as long as possible! Get better ...warm regards!