Oh kind and soulful Jenny, just read your reply to Samuel - and just felt so sad to hear that this didn't got as you had hoped.

It's important we allow our emotions to just be...the sorrow, the pain, the hurt - speak because we are human. It will move -- it will not stay any longer than it needs to be...you are strength, love and courage.

For what it's worth - I would have done the same. Hope has a way of allowing us to see light where there is none - and you were giving him and yourself some.

I hope you're not kicking yourself for having tried...I hope you'll remember we all want a second chance or third or fourth...

But you'll learn and understand from this how you want to move forward with the relationship...I wish I had "better" words. Sending you a hug...wishing peace washes over you!

Take your music, blanket, and cozy spot and just be...this too shall pass beautiful Jenny. Much love.