Nice to meet you Lizania -- what a lovely name! I applaud you for finding the necessary outlet to be yourself, even if it's behind a pseudonym. I wanted to at least leave you lovely lady with the following. I'm 47, I spent the last 7 years dreading aging - and what an ABSOLUTELY waste of time and energy. Young Lizania - this is me, your older self - telling you: You have no idea how young you are! There's so much ahead of you to look forward to -- and believe me, the thirties are some of the most exciting youthful years! Don't lay the youth to rest -- why not squeeze it until your 60s!!! I met a wonderful friend who passed away two years ago; she was around 78. But omg, Lizania -- what a youthful gorgeous endearing open giving woman! Let's tell our age to go f---k itself -- and live your life as you feel is the best fit for you - with youth and all!!!!!!! Dance like nobody is watching! Much love to you!