Kath - I'm so sorry you've struggled to be understood and to feel accepted; it saddened me to read you are always feeling alone, and I hope you are doing better. I can tell in this piece, you have a million thoughts running through your mind at a million miles per hour - and I'm glad you are using writing as an outlet.

Jason is a really great guy and means well, I noticed you thanked him.

Well - just wanted to wish you warmth and finding people not just here in Medium but who surround you who "get you." No matter who we are, or where we are in life - we all need that. Have a wonderful week ahead!