I'm so sorry that it ultimately didn't work out, but those are part of the journey of learning who you are, who you want to be with, and what kind of relationship you seek. How wonderful you are at peace and have assurance you will be alright - you surely will be! You have a beautiful faith and just last night read from a Medium friend who has reached that place: he wants and needs nothing as love "flows from within"...

Thanks for sharing your journey. Continue to be well, Pauly!