I'm clapping with gratitude for the read and comment -- but I'm not clapping for the disappointing decision you're making. I get it--it's one of those things that you have to catch yourself in the mood of wanting to do, start and stick - and then use the momentum to keep going. What's helping me is that I don't have a timeline -- I'm done with trying to do it all in a month or two or three...it'll happen when it happens and when I've trained my mindset to eat better and have a solid healthy routine of eating well. And I have no unrealistic expectation that that will happen overnight! Thank you, TB for reading and engaging! - Let's do this -- don't give up!!