If I'm perfectly honest - I still don't think I got it right.

It's the only reason I didn't publish it that night...

I so wanted to go down the math/science rabbit hole, bc as a mathematician I get constantly told what a boring field and "what's this even for" comments...but it really was seeing all these people from this apartment complex (whom I never see) -- all cheering on...and they trusted the sources to wait.

We can't even align with objective sources that describe what's going on in our day to day lives - which blows my mind (everyone now picks the news source they like!?!)

So I had so much going on in my head...

Tried to just touch upon some of that and then really allow myself to see what's possible that we don't hear enough of.

And then ---I decided to let this piece go--- knowing...I wasn't going to feel it was "right" for days.... but wanted this to be here for my boys to read someday...hopefully/perhaps. ;-)

Thanks Ellen - just babbling here...

ignore me! 🤪