I felt this sting very close to what you describe although different circumstances and don’t think he was a narcissist. It’s just painful—and sometimes we don’t get to understand their feelings—
Unrequited love ….will be the cause of great poetry like this and many more to come!!
Awwww l’amour!!

Dearest TzeLin—thanks for sharing your heart—I hope it never gets broken like this again. Big hug!!