I empathize. You wrote a most magnificent poem, I thought your son was done with college—you spoke with such wisdom and courage, I thought—oh this mom has “been there!”
Your Anthony is is strong loving hands…know this: we all questioned as you have, and oh is it scary. It’s so normal to feel as you do. We each have our moments.
Sounds to me like you have all the love that will empower you both to keep on keeping on.
Biggest hug to you! You’re doing an amazing job!!