I can't stop crying.

I imagine this couldn't have been easy to write. You come across as such an amazing mom - and I just want to remind you. I'm sure you are more aware than any of us - the drugs took your daughter away and slowly you described the decay of the outside and it just crushed my mother's heart. I cannot begin to imagine what you go through - but admire your strength and love. I'm sorry to have read this...I was not at all expecting to read this. biggest hugs to you...