Glad the writing gave you the space to just process and unravel and feel through the emotions of how you felt—you are no different from all of us who often were scared and in difficult parenting territory!!!
Know this:
The beauty of parenting, or rather one beauty….there’s ample room for fuck ups so long as we too learn along with them—the love for them is the glue to piece us all back together when we or they fall apart—which happens to all of us willing to admit it!

Much love and keep good—you good?! 🧡🤗😉