Francis, I'm deeply sorry that a situation that began which was completely out of your control, 100% warranted you to take control-- for your own safety. I placed my boys in martial arts for a few years, and so it was a little jarring to hear it be described as a violent world (as it's advertised as the opposite). But you made your point clearly, and I understand now what you mean.

I'll be perfectly honest -- I think most of us would have done the same, with the caveat: our strengths and abilities are all so different.

You wrote such a powerful recollection that reflects upon the power that lay within that you perhaps didn't realize or forgot you had; I sense and appreciate how difficult it must be to appreciate that power, and yet remain in fear that it could be re-ignited.

Movies glorify that instinct; I, to be honest, would "wish" to have such strong heroes, like you - at our side in times of danger.

Yet your pain and reaction do display your deep love for living things and a reminder that with great power, comes great responsibility. With the little that we've been able to glean who you are, you come across as one of the greatest defenders of peace, kindness, and humanity.

I think all of us don't realize the potential of what we can do in moments of wanting to survive; thanks for sharing your vulnerability to allow us all to reflect upon just how would we too would handle the mixed emotions of hurting another in order to survive.

Much love and peace to you -- as always Francis -- phenomenal writing!! 🫶🏽