Dear friend—let it rip. You have an amazing writing brain…and I think for you—you’re on the fence with how much to just “let go”….and I think you should try:
Write it as though no one will read it—let it all spill onto your paper….then decide how it felt/looks

I may be totally wrong my friend—-just sharing in case I’m somewhere near the target…😊🤪😘😘😘

For me now—I have so many emotions—and it seems lately that when it rains issues it has been pouring nonstop….so I’m waiting for the quiet to let me concentrate and rest.

Big hug! Hope you’re well!!